One of the toughest challenges for those with mental illness is maintaining relationships. It takes extra effort and compassion. I am lucky to be married to a strong, amazing woman. This poem is in tribute to that part of my marriage.
Diamond In The Rough
Driving alone, I love the dark.
I take the freeway to your heart.
Breathe my dust into your lungs,
A gentle scratch and we are done.
My blood is bitter; you taste sweet.
You watched me shatter on the street.
Was that in vain?
Am I still stable?
Think it’s time to cut my cable.
A glittered sundown with a barren tomorrow,
I fill your being with elated sorrow.
Did you yell?
Or cry it out?
Polluted words flee my mouth.
You inhale this whirlwind even still,
Through hazy hearts, I feel your will.
Am I the diamond in your rough?
Let me know when it’s enough.
wow, i’m glad i found this poem of yours. it’s so easy to relate. i never thought about just how hard it has been for me to maintain relationships. cause of the depression, i feel guilt, so i try and stay away from people so i don’t hurt them. anyway, thanks for sharing this! nice work, keep it up
Thank you so much for reading it. Yes, relationships can seem impossible sometimes because of the Bipolar. For me, it’s mania & psychosis that affects others. I hope you don’t hold yourself back too much, for everyone needs someone to connect with 🙂